2 more days

Until the big surgery! I am torn between being nervous and scared and all things in between. I am trying to keep busy, wrapping up all the little odds and ends that need wrapping up. Of course if I were a good mother I would have done this already right? LOL!

I still need to get the B&N and try and find a meditational kind of tape that I can listen to while I am in the hospital. I hate all the beeping and noises, they just scare me to be honest. I also am not dumb to know that I am going to be in a lot of pain and if I can just meditate and pray that it might just not be as bad as it could be. I won't be able to concentrate on reading and TV is just noise to me.

I have asked Cheryl to update you all here while I am in the hospital. She is going to be really busy keeping up with the kids and me, so I am going to assume she will just drop a line here letting you all know how the surgery went and ETA home. I honestly don't know when I will be back online and plan to go no mail on a lot of my groups.

You can drop me a line in the hospital. If you go to Crouse Hospital There is a place for you to leave me a note (it's almost all the way down the right side of the page) and they will deliver it. My last name is Knafelc.If you don't know my first name by now, well then.... They also have a function for me to set up a page (which I did) but since I can't update it myself, it seemed senseless to send it out. So, you'll have to get your info from Cheryl.

Thanks for all the support you all have given me! Through email, phone calls and just offerring to sit with me at night (thanks Sue) it all means so very much to me. It's nice to know that so many people are pulling for me.