Friday, April 11, 2008

More inner musings....reading

Although this one is less maudlin. I think there are going to be lots of nuggets coming out of my mind over the next few months.

Anyway, growing up, I always loved to read. I would go into a panic if there wasn't a book for me to read (and still do). Now that I have money (well kind of anyway) I always have a big stack of books next to my bed to get through.The library is my best friend! And I am always reading. I am the person who reads at stop lights when they are red (and have trained my 5 year old to tell me when the light turns green). I read whenever I can. Now, that doesn't mean that I don't do other things, but reading takes me to a place where nothing else can. Like Anna Quindlen states in her book, Living Out Loud, "I still read constantly: if my kids ever go into analysis, I'm sure they will say they don't really remember my face because it was always hidden by a book. Obviously this is in part because I like books. But another reason is that I like to be alone. I like to go deep inside myself and not be accompanied there by anyone else. But I am the oldest of 5 children (so am I), and when I was young, I had about as much chance of being alone as I did of being a lion tamer. Reading was for me then a way of lifting myself out of a crowded environment into a place where I could be by myself"

When I read this, it was like a light bulb went off in my head. I love the place that reading takes me to. Whether it's fiction or non-fiction, I love all things books. I used to make myself read a book cover to cover, even if I didn't like it. Now, I know that time is too precious to waste on something that I really don't like. But, there is nothing like being transported from this world, directly into another. A world that is quiet and where I can be alone, even if it's just for 5 minutes.

So many books, so little time is my motto....

Wendy

5 comments:

mdmhvonpa said...

Do you read out loud to the little one while in the car? Completely forgivable, you know. :D

Lo said...

Oh, I am similar....I read while I walk, I have figured out how to read on the exercycle, I secretly think it's not worth doing if you have to put down your book.

Judy said...

Hmpf, and here I thought I was your best friend! I've been forsaken for a book.....

Gandksmom said...

Do I read outloud to the little one in the car? Usually, since it's her books that I am reading. Did you all think that I was actually reading for pleasure? LOLOLOLOLOLHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Wendy

Cass said...

Funny - I can only picture you sitting on your bed with a book in your lap and it's not just a studying type image it's a reading image.